This post is another quick turn from fashion world to my baby. It is 4 am and I just finished feeding and was like ok why not to use this time to write. Liam had his second round of vaccination yesterday and he just does not react that well. I spent the whole afternoon trying to calm him down, sooth him and make him as comfortable as I can. And as I stayed in I missed another event where he was mean to go with me and do you know what. I don’t mind. I did not understand when people used to say that their baby is everything but I do now.

Liam is three months and I can hardly believe it. When he was born and I was going through baby blues I remember how much I wanted him to be bigger and things easier and I am looking at him and thinking stop growing I want to enjoy you whilst you so small.

In the past I would never believe I would feel like that. I had zero maternity instincts but now I feel every day the love is bigger, stronger and love that is one of a kind. I also turned to one of those people who says to the husband several times a day how amazing, clever and beautiful her baby is. I am just enjoying being a mum now. Thanks to my husband I get to do my blog, can pop out to shoot, can go to hairdresser or gym. Ok, I cannot do it whenever or as often as I would like but it is still great.

One of my fears at the start was that I would not be able to do things. I still haven’t been out out as most of the time my husband would baby sit is actually “work” stuff but luckily I enjoy it very much. And the blog is better and better which is a paradox right? I should be struggling and have no time but that is not the case. And I have some great collaborations lined up. Practically I am not maternity leave as I have never stopped working. Maybe for a week but my social media were still updated and articles published as I wrote some in advance before I gave birth.

All this does not mean he does not cry yes he does. He suffers mainly  cos of winds or when he is tired and wants to sleep. That happened to me the other day on a train during the worst rush hour when I was heading to meet Tom Ford PR. Firstly, I could barely got on the train and then when I did on the next stop the pram was surrounded by people literally leaning on it. You could not move an inch and then he started. He was dying to get some movement. Screaming that he was so red and people probably hated me. Oh well, what could I do. I had to be somewhere too.

However, I think the nice moments beat moments like this big time. I love our morning cuddles, when he smiles or just love watching him sleep. Well, I am going to be that annoying mum and say Liam is just amazing.

Tohle bude po delsi dobe dalsi post u ktereho si odskocim od mody ke svemu diteti. Jsou ctyri rano a ja jsem prave dokojila a rekla jsem, ze vyuziju klidu na psani. Vcera mel Liam dalsi kolo vakcin a chudacek na to hrozne blbe reaguje. Zazila jsem si hodinu kriku jenom tak a nic ho neutisilo, coz u nej neznam. Je hodne miminko. No ale je to za nama a odpoledne kdy se ho clovek pomalu nemuze ani chytnout je uz minulosti. Diky tomu jsem dosla o dalsi akci, kde mel se mnou jit a vite co. Nakonec mi to vubec nevadi. Dneska uz chapu, ze deti jsou proste to nej a je mi to fuk. A navic jsem konecne docetla knizku Matky Matkam, kterou napsaly holky ze Sexy Mamas a moje kamaradky. Je to prvni knizka o materstvi, kterou jsem cetla, protoze jsem se proste rozhodla, ze proste takove knihy cist nebudu. A vite co knizka je to super (nejen protoze je tam nekolik zminek o mne…LOL). 

Liam ma uz tri mesice a nemuzu tomu ani verit. Utika to jako voda. Kdyz se narodil a prochazela jsem si pocatecni depkou, hrozne jsem chtela, aby uz byl vetsi a veci jednodussi, ale dneska na nej koukam a rikam mu, at uz neroste, ze si chci uzivat toho jak je krasny a malicky. No a to je dalsi vec. Stala se ze me matka, ktera rika tisickrat denne, jak je jeji dite krasne, chytre a nejlepsi. Uff, ja si proste nemuzu pomoct.

A uplne si to s nim uzivam. Ano vstavam v noci na krmeni, nemuzu si odejit kdy chci a kam chci, ale s trochou planovani zvladam vse jen v mensi mire. Mam stale cas na blog a to je pro me dulezite a paradoxne se blog rozjel jako nikdy. Nestiham odpovidat na emaily tak rychle jak bych chtela a cekaji me spoluprace se super firmama. Kdyz vse dobre naplanuju tak stiham fotit, psat, kadernika, fitko a to je co ja potrebuju. Vetsina volna, kterou jsem si u manzela vybrala (na hlidani) je vlastne na praci a pracovni akce. Nebyla jsem jeste vecer za zabavou. Jedna se vetsinou o foceni, schuzky apod. Nedavno jsem moderovala svou prvni akci, ktera koncila asi v deset vecer a domu jsem se dostala po jedenacte. To je asi nejdyl, co jsem byla pryc. Ale mam to stesti, ze tuto praci zkratka miluju. Ja vlastne nejsem ani na materske. Volno jako takove jsem mela mozna tyden a to i tak jsem publikovala alespon na socialnich medii.

Ale tohle vse neznamena, ze nemam momenty, kdy bych se nejradsi zahrabala pod zem. Pred par dny jsem s nim jela na ranni schuzku s Tom Ford PR a chytla jsem bohuzel v metru dopravni spicku. Liamovi se chtelo spat a nejak mu to neslo, chtel pohyb v kocarku. A na dalsi zastavce nastoupilo tolik lidi, ze uplne obklopilo kocar (se divim, ze se tim natlakem kocar nerozletel) a maly spustil. Byl cely rudy a nemohla jsem nic delat. Nemohla jsem ho vytahnout nebo s nim jezdit alespon na kousku. Byly to ty nejdelsi ctyri zastavky na svete. A Liam jel jako by ho rezali. Bohuzel i takove situace obcas nastanou. No a pak celou moji schuzku prospal a kdyz se vzbudil tak se na nas smal. Typicke ze? 

Kazdopadne si ted rikam, ze to je jedno, protoze ty krasne momenty jako mazleni, usmevy a nase rana tyhle silene momenty proste predci. 

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