Outfit: Star Print blouse and my current mind

Wearing; Shoes: Gucci, Sunglasses: Rayban, Jeans: Asos, Top: Zara, Bag: Bulgari

Star print has always been one of my favourite. Kate Moss can rock it like no one else right? And she is the ultimate fashion icon.

But less about fashion and more about me today. I am not hugely in to talking about feelings on my blog (although some people love to get personal). Where do I stand now? I feel I my head is about to explode with ideas for the blog and my social channels. I am holding inside so much creativity but I am taking time as resources, time and help is needed to make this happen. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night with ideas and visions and as I have zero patience I want things to be done and dusted in the morning. Well, I need to realise it does not work that way.

I am juggling this blogging job full time as well as being a mum. There are moments when I am quickly trying to finish an email when I see Liam is playing and all of sudden he quickly gets to me and starts to hit my keyboard with his little hands. LOL

When he falls asleep I know I have around one hour gap to do things so what first – do I workout, answer emails, edit a video, film a video, shoot product images, edit outfit pictures, eat, drink, put on washing,  keep on writing my book, read or just switch off and relax?

I know exactly the results I am trying to achieve but from different reasons the outcome is not yet where I want it to be. However, I am trying my best under current circumstances. I also started to read after such a long time which is good sign as when I still worked full time and blogged on the side I had literally no time and every night I felt asleep so exhausted. That tells me that running a blog and being a mum is a different lifestyle and maybe perhaps a bit easier? Hard to tell. Maybe it is another very relaxed way how to escape from daily routine.

There are days where I feel all this creativity is going to suffocate me but that is fine I need to let it go bit by bit and make all the ideas happen. I am ready.

Hvezdickovy potisk by vzdy jeden z mych nejoblibenejsich. Nejlepe ho snad umi nosit kralovna mody Kate Moss. Pokazde kdyz si vzpomenu na tento potisk si vzpomenu i na ni. 

Ale dneska to nebude az tak o mode, ale o me. Kde jsem ted v zivote a co se mi honi hlavou? Nejsem velky fanousek osobnich projevu na blogu, i kdyz vim, ze to lidi bavi (musi to byt asi nejake lidske podvedomi a sklony k spehovani). Kazdopadne poslednich par tydnu mam pocit, ze v sobe dusim obrovske mnozstvi napadu a kreativity a nemuzu to vse zatim vse uskutecnit. V noci se budim s napady a rano si preju, aby to vse uz bylo, ale vim, ze to nejde udelat za par hodin.

A take na tyto veci je treba hodne casu, podminek, penez a pomoci. Ja ted delam blog na plny uvazek, ale zaroven se staram o dite od rana do vecera bez chuvy na plny uvazek nebo tet a babicek. Vim presne jaky obsah chci tvorit a vim presne jaka je moje strategie a cil, ale chce to asi udelat vse krok za krokem a najit ty spravne lidi, kteri mi v tom pomuzou. 

Vzdy kdyz Liam usne pres den, coz je asi dvakrat denne na asi hodinu mozna nekdy hodinu a pul nevim, kde zacit? Jak tento vzacny moment vyuzit? Budu psat emaily, editovat videa, tocit videa, psat posty, pokracovat v psani me knizky, editovat fotografie, cist si, spat nebo odpocivat s nim, cvicit, uklizet a prat, jist ci varit? Nebudu vam lhat, obcas me chytne takovy mensi zachvat, protoze chci stihnout vsechno, ale v tomto malem casove rozmezi to nejak nejde. 

Urcite prostredky urcite mam, spolupracuji se firmama o kterych by se mi pred par lety ani nesnilo a proto vim, ze vse je mozne. Asi musim vsechny ty napady uskutecnovat jeden po druhem a jit na to strategicky a pomalu. 

Akorat mam pocit, ze se nekdy tou kreativitou udusim a potrebuju zacit veci uskutecnovat, jinak exploduju. Pevne verim, ze jsem na dobre ceste to vse uskutecnit.

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